RACISM = DEATH

It has taken me a few days to reflect and process my response to the heinous murder of 8 lives in Atlanta this past Tuesday. 6 of those lives being Asian women. On Wednesday, I saw notices on my phone with the headlines, glimpses on my social media posts, but could not get myself to actually learn more. It was not until midnight, because I could not sleep, that I decided to fully dive into my social media and read posts and articles.

My physical reaction quite shocked me. I felt a slow weight sinking into my chest, then flutters of irritation as I saw the number of posts with #StopAsianHate. The weight in my chest was acceptance. I am desensitized to reports of deaths as a result of racism. I expect it as part of the norm and have come to resent the surge of anti-racist sentiment that does not sustain beyond a season for many. Anger eventually comes, but I am angry that death has become necessary for a mass response in our country and world to rise up against white supremacy.

Immediately, I emotionally shifted to guilt for my thoughts. I understand the need for people to express themselves through their posts. I recognize that many of these posts are people who have also stood for Black Lives Matter and consistently show up in solidarity against racism. I also recognize that social media may be the only place some people feel they can publicly vocalize their own experiences of racial discrimination. Maybe their families, workplaces, and friends would not be so open to this conversation. There is power and influence in social media; so I concluded this can move us forward in raising racial consciousness.

These on-going murders and deaths of Black, Brown, Indigenous, Latinx, Asian, Pacific Islanders and People of color are the continuation of white supremacy reigning in the world.

RACISM = DEATH.

This includes death by:

COVID,

CANCER,

DIABETES & OTHER DISEASES,

GUN VIOLENCE,

HUMAN TRAFFICKING,

RAPE,

DRUGS,

HOMELESSNESS,

HUNGER,

LOWER LIFE EXPECTANCY,

POLICE BRUTALITY,

HATE CRIMES,

ASSASSINATION,

GENOCIDE,

INTERNMENT CAMPS,